School SUCKS

Currently in my Sports Med class,I don't even know why I need to take this course. I mean all that we really learn about is body parts and how to heal someone who's injured. The girl I like isn't here, she's the only reason why I come to this stupid dump. I'm currently listening to Tears Through Tyranny by April's Love Affair. They're a good band, I highly recommend them. I currently don't have any friends in this class, besides this one freshman who thinks he's superior. Jesus, can the day be over with. My next class is Aquatic Science, another class I don't even wanna take. I usually sneak off and skip with my friend Judah. She honestly makes my day 10x better, especially when we wander around the school. I don't get why we need these extra classes, I mean yes we need math and english, but why do we need Aquatic Science?? Anyways, someone come and get me please...

^^^ how my year feels so far...

Wonder Girl and Her Troubled Thoughts.

Lately life has been so grey, like I'm in a constant loop. Life has been the same, I wake up feeling like the most miserable being, I go to school, get out of school, I pick up my sister, then we drive back home. I feel like a hamster, trapped in his cage, and always running on the wheel. I can't help but feel like I'm running from something though. My thoughts are always constant about life and the pity of death. Maybe I'm running from my thoughts, or maybe I'm running from myself. Relax, relax, relapse, relax, relapse, relapse, god I feel insane. I need to escape soon before I lose my sanity. I don't wanna be a distant memory in anyone's story, but I can't help but feel like I wasn't made to stay here long at all. The drugs aren’t helping at all, if anything the drugs make me dissociate from the earth. I don’t wanna feel like this no more, I never thought I would end up in this steep hole again.