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Ramona Flowers
Nov. 12th, 2025 09:17 amI don't know how to feel about my short hair anymore. At first I did it because I got tired of looking at myself. I felt the need to change something, and I guess I always do something with my hair when I feel ugly. My self esteem has never been the best, but hey hair grows back I guess. I also wanted to cut my hair because having long hair felt heavy, and reminded me of freshman year. I don't know what more I can do to make myself feel better with how I look. I've been going to the gym, yet I still feel like I'm not skinny. I think I'm just sinking, and being the captain of this ship I have to go down with it. I don't think a life boat is going to save me anytime soon, and I might just drown.
Dookie with the Rookie
Nov. 6th, 2025 09:29 am Currently in my 1st period class right now, I have English.We have a sub today, so I'm just using this time to do my own thing. Judah isn't here today, so I can tell today is going to be boring. English is the only class I don't mind, but the teacher doesn't teach very well. (Though who am I to judge how you teach, when I didn't go to school for that) Next period I have art, which I do enjoy, but the class is annoying. Okay update, I'm in 3rd period, which is World History. I hate this class so much with a passion. The teacher in here sucks, he barely lets you do anything at all . If you lay your head down, ask to go to the bathroom, hell if you sneeze you'll get in trouble. "I get paid by yalls performance in my class" last time I check, your pay is minimum wage. Last period was alright, though I did have some people make me upset. I hate feeling like a ghost, I feel so invisible. Okay well to sum this up, I just hate school point blank. My friends in my Aquatic class might bring me food tomorrow!!1!1!!! They're pretty dope. Okay that's it for this entry.
Mr Moon Man
Nov. 5th, 2025 11:16 amThe other night I was looking at the moon, it was bright and blue. I too that night felt blue, as if my face felt numb. The soft breeze blowing against my skin, my tears frigid as the Arctic. I was alone, the only noise being the loud sound from my headphones and the crickets chirping. I sit alone on my back porch, feeling only dejection inside my body. The moon casting its beautiful silver lighting onto my soaked face. I wish I was the beautiful moon, maybe then the people around would see me.
School SUCKS
Nov. 4th, 2025 10:33 amCurrently in my Sports Med class,I don't even know why I need to take this course. I mean all that we really learn about is body parts and how to heal someone who's injured. The girl I like isn't here, she's the only reason why I come to this stupid dump. I'm currently listening to Tears Through Tyranny by April's Love Affair. They're a good band, I highly recommend them. I currently don't have any friends in this class, besides this one freshman who thinks he's superior. Jesus, can the day be over with. My next class is Aquatic Science, another class I don't even wanna take. I usually sneak off and skip with my friend Judah. She honestly makes my day 10x better, especially when we wander around the school. I don't get why we need these extra classes, I mean yes we need math and english, but why do we need Aquatic Science?? Anyways, someone come and get me please...
^^^ how my year feels so far...
^^^ how my year feels so far...
