Wonder Girl and Her Troubled Thoughts.

[builtgodnowwhat]

Lately life has been so grey, like I'm in a constant loop. Life has been the same, I wake up feeling like the most miserable being, I go to school, get out of school, I pick up my sister, then we drive back home. I feel like a hamster, trapped in his cage, and always running on the wheel. I can't help but feel like I'm running from something though. My thoughts are always constant about life and the pity of death. Maybe I'm running from my thoughts, or maybe I'm running from myself. Relax, relax, relapse, relax, relapse, relapse, god I feel insane. I need to escape soon before I lose my sanity. I don't wanna be a distant memory in anyone's story, but I can't help but feel like I wasn't made to stay here long at all. The drugs aren’t helping at all, if anything the drugs make me dissociate from the earth. I don’t wanna feel like this no more, I never thought I would end up in this steep hole again.