builtgodnowwhat | Late Night Thoughts and Goodnight Wishes (Reply)

I don't know weather to sleep, or to stay up and think about you. I like how I'm feeling right now, and you only make it better. Either way if I go to bed, you find your way into my dreams. I don't know how, but you've been in my dreams for the past two weeks. I keep back reading our convos, as if its my favorite book. (Which in a way it is...) Crazy how you take up my mind, like a brain eating disease. (And I don't mean that in a bad way) You're my favorite thing to write about.I Keep thinking of different scenarios right now. I keep wishing you were here, being the stuff animal I'm holding at the moment. I think I'm just really missing you, and you being around me. You always have a magic way of cheering me up, even when you're not here with me. You make my heart feel like its listening to a good song for the 1st time, that excited happy feeling. (I hope that makes sense, I simply cannot describe the feeling.) Thinking about you is the only way I can get to sleep at night, but I guess my mind doesn't wanna shut off. I like looking at you, and I hope you don't find that weird. I can stare at the photo you sent of us for hours on end. I analyze you, as if I'm analyzing a song or a album cover. I hope I get get to sleep soon, and maybe I can see you in my dreams where I can finally hold you.

I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm in love.