Ramona Flowers

I don't know how to feel about my short hair anymore. At first I did it because I got tired of looking at myself. I felt the need to change something, and I guess I always do something with my hair when I feel ugly. My self esteem has never been the best, but hey hair grows back I guess. I also wanted to cut my hair because having long hair felt heavy, and reminded me of freshman year. I don't know what more I can do to make myself feel better with how I look. I've been going to the gym, yet I still feel like I'm not skinny. I think I'm just sinking, and being the captain of this ship I have to go down with it. I don't think a life boat is going to save me anytime soon, and I might just drown.