Nov. 6th, 2025

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 Currently in my 1st period class right now, I have English.We have a sub today, so I'm just using this time to do my own thing. Judah isn't here today, so I can tell today is going to be boring. English is the only class I don't mind, but the teacher doesn't teach very well. (Though who am I to judge how you teach, when I didn't go to school for that) Next period I have art, which I do enjoy, but the class is annoying. Okay update, I'm in 3rd period, which is World History. I hate this class so much with a passion. The teacher in here sucks, he barely lets you do anything at all . If you lay your head down, ask to go to the bathroom, hell if you sneeze you'll get in trouble. "I get paid by yalls performance in my class" last time I check, your pay is minimum wage. Last period was alright, though I did have some people make me upset. I hate feeling like a ghost, I feel so invisible. Okay well to sum this up, I just hate school point blank. My friends in my Aquatic class might bring me food tomorrow!!1!1!!! They're pretty dope. Okay that's it for this entry.
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Invisible in this world, I watch everyone around me. How some people will be kind, or how most people will be dreadful to others. I sit and watch how people will condemn others, and shove them around. I sit and listen how others talk poorly among themselves. I sit and feel for others, feeling every amount of their pain.

Walking around, I see how others judge as if they were god. As if they have the right to say how one can act or dress. Those people will forever be the feller, chopping down the beautiful trees of this so call world. The once beautiful trees, turned into white paper. Thin and the same.


Today I saw the world for what it is, and today I realize we live in hell.
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I've been impractical my whole entire life, up until I met this girl. Always in her own world with her earbuds, I admire her from where I stand. How she can simply be herself, and not care.Her black and darkish blonde hair stands out amongst the others. Her eyes like the midst of autumn, comforting and warm. I search for her in the crowds of people. In this grey world of mine, shes the color that will fill up the grey. She's like a nostalgic feeling, something that I've been missing. She makes me wanna be cheesy, but most of all she makes me wanna be a better version of myself for her. I cant help but feel happy when I'm with her. How her awkward humor makes me laugh (even if I don't understand some of the references..) To me, she is the prettiest girl at the party.


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